Words cannot describe how I feel... Cheated, Played, Used & Wasted and god knows what not...
I hate to blame my past relationships and sins, but they unfortunately are, the main factors, responsible for what I have turned into. I remember how proud I was of my self for what I was, for everything that god had given me... But now look at me... I have become paranoid, suspicious, hyper-possessive, crazily repetitive, forgetful, broken down, and occasionally have a death wish (though am not suicidal or self destructive - thank god for the support systems I have in my life)...
I hate to blame my past relationships and sins, but they unfortunately are, the main factors, responsible for what I have turned into. I remember how proud I was of my self for what I was, for everything that god had given me... But now look at me... I have become paranoid, suspicious, hyper-possessive, crazily repetitive, forgetful, broken down, and occasionally have a death wish (though am not suicidal or self destructive - thank god for the support systems I have in my life)...
