I was very very young when I first felt that I had a Soulmate. In fact it was from that very moment that my life changed forever...
Since then Everything in my life was clear. I had only One Goal: To give my best, to make myself
Since then Everything in my life was clear. I had only One Goal: To give my best, to make myself
- A Perfect Man that my Soulmate would be proud of, though I know that she would love me no matter whether I was the president of a Country, bill or just an ordinary guy. I must always be capable of supporting and looking after my Soulmate, even if she couldn't. For That I would Have To
- Be A Good Human Being (The most difficult task in the world) - By being a Good Man, Good Lover & Husband, Good Son, Good Sibling, Good Friend and a Good Social Being.
- I should never ever get attracted to or be carried away by all the evil or materialistic things in the world.
- I will have to destroy everything evil and bad inside of me. I know the evil way of life is the most tempting and attractive but I will find the right way, no matter how difficult a path it is to follow I will keep trying and never give up
- Learn everything that would be necessary to Look After/Help/Protect/Support my Soulmate to not just Exist and Survive, but to also live life peacefully and happily.
So to make my self as Perfect A Man I could be for my Soulmate, I had to develop my Body, Mind and Spirit.
With this Goal firmly fixed in my mind, I started my search for knowledge and the truths of Life, God, Love, Sacrifice, Honesty, Loyalty and everything I could, to help me in my Impossible task to becoming a Good Human Being. It took me years of mistakes, hurt and failures to even learn the little that I have, and am still learning. Not surprisingly it has been more difficult, to imbibe and put to practice all that have learnt.
In Order to help me face this challenge, I started to follow One of the most Perfect Ways of Life known to man: MARTIAL ART (Budo in Japanese). Martial Art helps me connect with my Spirit, Discipline & Focus my Mind and Strengthen my weak Body. It helps me fight the evil/bad things that had gotten inside of me (from the merciless evil world, that was I helplessly and continuously exposed to since my childhood...)
With this Goal firmly fixed in my mind, I started my search for knowledge and the truths of Life, God, Love, Sacrifice, Honesty, Loyalty and everything I could, to help me in my Impossible task to becoming a Good Human Being. It took me years of mistakes, hurt and failures to even learn the little that I have, and am still learning. Not surprisingly it has been more difficult, to imbibe and put to practice all that have learnt.
In Order to help me face this challenge, I started to follow One of the most Perfect Ways of Life known to man: MARTIAL ART (Budo in Japanese). Martial Art helps me connect with my Spirit, Discipline & Focus my Mind and Strengthen my weak Body. It helps me fight the evil/bad things that had gotten inside of me (from the merciless evil world, that was I helplessly and continuously exposed to since my childhood...)
In addition to all the above, I had to try to learn all the practical skills of life as much as my Body could take and which ranged from Cooking, Self Defense, Home Management, Science & Technology, Computers, Business, Basic First Aid & Medicine, Jungle/Calamity Survival, Music, Dancing & Entertainment, Hygiene, Dressing, Etiquette, Interpersonal & Communication Skills, Looking after Pets to Repairing & Maintenance of things etc.
TO BE HONEST: I ALWAYS KNEW THAT I WAS TRYING TO ACHIEVE THE MOST DIFFICULT TASK KNOWN TO MAN AND HAVE TO ADMIT THAT THE JOURNEY HAS BEEN EXTREMELY DIFFICULT, CHALLENGING TO MY BODY, MIND & SPIRIT, HUMBLING AND MANY TIMES SEEMINGLY UNREWARDING, JUST REMEMBERING THAT I AM DOING ALL THIS FOR YOU MY SOULMATE, HAS KEPT ME GOING... AND MAKES ME FEEL PROUD THAT AT LEAST I AM TRYING, WHAT MANY WOULD NEVER...
INTERESTINGLY IN MY CASE THE SAYING "LOVE TEACHES ALL" TURNED OUT TO BE PRETTY TRUE...
TO BE HONEST: I ALWAYS KNEW THAT I WAS TRYING TO ACHIEVE THE MOST DIFFICULT TASK KNOWN TO MAN AND HAVE TO ADMIT THAT THE JOURNEY HAS BEEN EXTREMELY DIFFICULT, CHALLENGING TO MY BODY, MIND & SPIRIT, HUMBLING AND MANY TIMES SEEMINGLY UNREWARDING, JUST REMEMBERING THAT I AM DOING ALL THIS FOR YOU MY SOULMATE, HAS KEPT ME GOING... AND MAKES ME FEEL PROUD THAT AT LEAST I AM TRYING, WHAT MANY WOULD NEVER...
INTERESTINGLY IN MY CASE THE SAYING "LOVE TEACHES ALL" TURNED OUT TO BE PRETTY TRUE...
UNFORTUNATELY EVERYTHING CAME TO CRASH... EVERYTHING I HAD BEEN WORKING HARD TO ACHIEVE, I DESTROYED WITH MY VERY OWN HANDS. JUST BECAUSE OF A FEW UNDESERVING EVIL, SHAMELESS MATERIALISTIC PHYSICAL, MENTAL & SPIRITUAL SLUTS WHO I LET ENTER INTO MY LIFE JUST BECAUSE I MISTOOK THEM TO BE MY SOULMATE. SINCE MY GUARD USED TO BE ALWAYS DOWN, THEY LEFT NO STONE UNTURNED, TO DESTROY ME SPIRITUALLY, MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY. THE BACK LASH OF ALL THIS DESTROYED THE HUMAN BEING IN ME AND TRIGGERED THE ANIMAL SIDE OF ME AND TURNED INTO A DEMON, I COULD NEVER IMAGINE I COULD EVER BECOME.....
THOUGH I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY TRANSFORMED MYSELF BACK TO WHAT I REALLY AM, I AM STILL IN PAIN BECAUSE OF THE INJURIES INFLICTED ON MY BODY, MIND AND SPIRIT. WHICH WILL HEAL ONLY WHEN YOU MY SOULMATE WILL COME IN TO MY LIFE...
BEING IN LOVE WITH YOU MY SOULMATE IS VERY PAINFUL AND LONELY MOST OF THE TIME, BUT MY HOPE OF BEING WITH YOU WILL NEVER DIE TILL MY LAST BREATH AND SO I WILL CONTINUE MY EFFORT TO ACHIEVE MY GOAL TO BE EVERYTHING FOR YOU MY SOULMATE....
THOUGH I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY TRANSFORMED MYSELF BACK TO WHAT I REALLY AM, I AM STILL IN PAIN BECAUSE OF THE INJURIES INFLICTED ON MY BODY, MIND AND SPIRIT. WHICH WILL HEAL ONLY WHEN YOU MY SOULMATE WILL COME IN TO MY LIFE...
BEING IN LOVE WITH YOU MY SOULMATE IS VERY PAINFUL AND LONELY MOST OF THE TIME, BUT MY HOPE OF BEING WITH YOU WILL NEVER DIE TILL MY LAST BREATH AND SO I WILL CONTINUE MY EFFORT TO ACHIEVE MY GOAL TO BE EVERYTHING FOR YOU MY SOULMATE....
