Giving my 100% without doubting and questioning, almost instantly, from the moment its clear to me that I care and feel about someone, has always come naturally to me in friendship and in love...
But unfortunately, most of the time, I have always ended up getting a boot back in return...
Actually in my whole life, I have never done good to anyone expecting that, he/she should do good to me in return, BUT WHAT I NEVER EXPECT, IS FOR THEM IS TO DO BAD TO ME. (The logic is simple, if I cant do good to anyone, I wont do bad for anyone either. Likewise, if no one can do good to me, then I don't expect them to do anything bad, to me either.)
Well for those saying that, I am just making friends with the wrong people... Its true... But I don't know why, since the beginning, I have always had this belief that may be the person would see my honesty in the relationship and at least not hurt me in anyway in return... may even learn how to give their 100% too...
Its due to this blind instant trust, that I let my Guard down, exposing my weakness and letting them take advantage of it ruthlessly.
To be honest it never hurt much being ditched in Friendship as much as it Hurt being ditched in Love...
BUT TRUTH IS, I CANNOT CHANGE!!! AS I KNOW ITS NOT WRONG TO GIVE MY 100% NO MATTER WHAT... (so I guess I should be ready for more boots LOL!!)
But unfortunately, most of the time, I have always ended up getting a boot back in return...
Actually in my whole life, I have never done good to anyone expecting that, he/she should do good to me in return, BUT WHAT I NEVER EXPECT, IS FOR THEM IS TO DO BAD TO ME. (The logic is simple, if I cant do good to anyone, I wont do bad for anyone either. Likewise, if no one can do good to me, then I don't expect them to do anything bad, to me either.)
Well for those saying that, I am just making friends with the wrong people... Its true... But I don't know why, since the beginning, I have always had this belief that may be the person would see my honesty in the relationship and at least not hurt me in anyway in return... may even learn how to give their 100% too...
Its due to this blind instant trust, that I let my Guard down, exposing my weakness and letting them take advantage of it ruthlessly.
To be honest it never hurt much being ditched in Friendship as much as it Hurt being ditched in Love...
BUT TRUTH IS, I CANNOT CHANGE!!! AS I KNOW ITS NOT WRONG TO GIVE MY 100% NO MATTER WHAT... (so I guess I should be ready for more boots LOL!!)
