The Weird Pain Of My Foolishness....

The Pain and Self-Disgust that I feel, even at the thought of having met, interacted, blindly trusted, befriended and loved many Homo Sapiens pretending to be Human is one of the most Inexpressible and Torturing of all feelings I have ever experienced...

These Homo Sapiens:

• Never love honestly and wholeheartedly and never give their 100% but expect to be loved honestly and wholeheartedly 100%.
• Feel no shame in lying, hiding and backstabbing.
• Always act like an angel and made me feel like a devil but who themselves have a life filled with the most shameless, disgusting deeds, history and have the ugliest skeletons in the Closet.
• Have a mindset of one of the Greatest Spoilt Brats I have ever met.
• Are Very Very Selfish  and were smart enough to exploit me in many ways and few even drained me out of every last penny that I had. When in need of money they will never use a single penny of theirs to help you out.
• Would have the unbelievable ability to not do anything for you and yet enslave you for life.

The pain and self-disgust is at it highest when I am reminded of my Stupidity, Carelessness, Lack of Foresight, When ever I happen to see them enjoying their ugly lives with no shame or guilt.